And I Don't Even Mind Being Ill...

I think my body is beginning to give up.  I am so sick at the minute, and have been in a half state of illness for what seems like weeks now.  Everytime my body flirts with the idea of a full recovery, I get whipped into submission again.  Its quite frustrating, and yet, I am disgustingly chipper and loved up at the minute.  Yuck.  I scorn MYSELF!